I've been really busy lately lolz! and i've actually have been drawing!!! I know right amazing!! xD but my scanner is a piece of crap! so i cant upload them... but i've been putting up some of my photographs! I've been to college...which is not a fun place...well when ur with ur parents while they're making u listen to "the college experience" speech! ugh all my brothers fault! D< LOL! have to do all the college stuff along with my brother!! i've been attending birthday partys and grad partys! and been on vacation! so summers going by pretty quickly!! ^^ i plan on uploading more over the summer! <3

ITS ALMOST SUMMER!!! I CANT WAIT!!! but i'm a bit sad since one of my friends is moving away. I'm like failing Chinese...well orally. I cant speak it for my life! xD I've been intranced with dramas for awhile! I love them!!! <3 lol My ipod is getting fill with more american music! I need to scan my art in -__- i think my drawings are getting better...i think... well whatever. I'm been braindead for a long time now! DX LOL i'm ranting! I need courage! I'm almost to a point were i can tall to my crush in an actual conversation!

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (on my knees i forget where i got them though)
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (sometimes)
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (NEVER!)
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles. (body freckles from the sun)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (HA! In my house swearing is communicating)
[x] I've run away from home. (once but i stayed in my tree house till late at night)
[x] I've been kicked out of the house. (yes many times)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public (At Camp TT_TT)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (i think...)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.
[ ] I've been to Australia/New Zealand.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. (once -_- didnt kiss anyone tho)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship of sorts.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I ran a red light
[ ] I've been suspended from school
[ ] I've witnessed a crime. (i witnessed an arrest)
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (with my brother)
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped X.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (i think)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying. (scary dream)

Death and Suicide
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] I've held someone while they died
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide. (once)
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (lol)
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[x] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.

Random
[x] I can sing well ( i think ><
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[--] I am a morning person. (HELL NO)
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I cook well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (only with people i really know)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (about)
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. ( cant sleep with bug PERIOD)
[x] I am really ticklish. (OMJ HELL YEA I AM)
[X] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] My answers are totally honest

Ugh school sucks....i'm failing Chinese lol ironic since i am chinese and all the white(sorry for offending anyone for using the word "white") people in my class are doing much better then me.... -Cry- I also have English at the moment which suck..since I AM THE WORST AT VOCAB!!!! I'm gonna fail every vocab quiz EVER! partly cause i don't study LOL! But oh well! And OMG my brother and Dad are like Yelling at the TV "GO GIANTS" ._. i dun get football at all. lol i'm so sleep deprived lol i've been slacking in class as well...dozing off in my own personal wonderland! :3

Ok movin on...I got tagged by so here goes

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Crazy!
S : You love to drink
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

Online name: Pocky267
P: You are popular with all types of people.
O: Crazy
C: You are really silly.
K: You're wild and crazy.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.

Real Name: Jessica
J: People Adore you [not really...]
E: Great in bed. [...]
S: You love to drink
S: You love to drink [ no i don't ):]
I: Great in bed. [WTF again... D:]
C: You are really silly. [yes i am!]
A: Easy to fall in love with. [HA! YEAH RIGHT!!!]

So in conclusion i'm apparentlly Great in Bed and i love to drink....:3....LOL

Okies i tag next!

STOLEN FROM

AGE MEME


x = Yes
> = Half

[x] I know how to cook toast.
[x] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[>] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.

Total so far = 3.5

[x] I show up for school all of the time unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[>] I've never gotten a detention. (i did but never went...LOL)
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I drink coffee/tea at least once a week.

Total so far = 7

[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 5 in either Spanish/French /German/Italian/etc.
[>] When I say I'm going to do something I always do it. (sometimes)
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[>] I remember to water my plants. (i killed my plants by over watering them...heh)
[x] I study when I HAVE to.
[x] I pay attention at school most of the time. (MOST OF THE TIME)

Total so far = 12

[>] I can spell experience without looking it up. (it varies...)
[>] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need. (depends)
[>] I always understand jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type fast (i think i can..i have lots of typos thought lol)

Total so far = 14.5

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[x] I realize that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 20 and have a job. (it sucks..)
[>] I can read a book and actually finish it.

Total so far = 17

[x] I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just checked.
[>] You actually watch the weather.

total = 18.5....i'm 14....LOL

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GENDER MEME


Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies(<3)
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. (i dun like both)
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (depends how hurt)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (when i have to...)
[ ]Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. (lol me and my brother used to play wif them all the time xD)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (i loved the pink one lol)
[x] You watch sports on TV.(tennis and basketball <3)
[x] Gory movies are cool. (i love them but i get scared easily ><
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (i go to my mother)
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards. ( i still have them lol)
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun. (basketball, tennis, and volleyball)
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 14 points


Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss. (plain 'ol chapstick it good enough for me!)
[x] You love to shop. (sometimes)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink. (i do but i hate pink...)
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (i like it..not my fave though)
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (nah not for me)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (takes me about 10 minutes lol)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. ( i think)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (i have 2)
[x] You care about what you look like. (not really...i just dun wanna look sloppy)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. (I hate my legs.. TT_TT)
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (deodorant is all i need)
[x] You wear girl underwear. (yes..yes i do)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (Its soo Fun)

Total = 9 points lol not girly compared to my boy's score..guess i'm a tomboy...lol


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ARE YOU MEME


~ Theater Kid ~ 3/10
[ ] Ever been in a School play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway/West End show?
[ ] Seen more than 10 shows? not all on broadway
[ ] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater?
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[x] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show?


~ Redneck ~ 1/10
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 1 acres? (i don't know)
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?


~ Goth ~ 5/09
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast? (i think...i'm less social then the friends i have..)
[ ] Are you pale? (HELL NO)
[x] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[x] Are you mean? (sometimes..)


~ Punk ~ 7/11
[ ] Can you skateboard? (HA! LIKE HELL I CAN)
[x] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.? ( i love vans...even tho i can't skateboard)
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? [My friends and I are stupid. :'D] <---straight from the horses mouth ^^<----yup fo sho...xD
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[x] Do you watch the x-games?(when my brother forces me too)
[x] Do you have any piercings? (do earrings count?)
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts? (i think i have one.. lol)
[x] Are you a rebel without a cause?(to my parents i am)
[x] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[ ] Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?


~ Prep ~ 6/10
[x] Do you say the word "like" alot? (yes even tho i don't mean too..)
[x] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero? (Only Aero...i love it to pieces!)
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you? (not at all)
[x] Do you laugh alot? (yes Especially with Jeska and Serenity)<---(you spelled that wrong....and ya A LOT wif my friends)
[ ] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH? (its creepy)
[x] Do you like pop music? (some)
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[x] Do you smile a lot? (I try)
[x] Do you hang out with your friends a lot? (well...i wish would more but i'm dying in highschool so i need to study lol)
[ ] Do you always carry a purse/wallet. (no i put everything into my pockets lol)


~ Hippie ~ 2/11
[ ] Is your hair long? (nope...i love short hair...getting it cut)
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ ] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary? (i think it should be a last resort)
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[ ] Do/have you ever smoked the peace pipe?
[ ] Do you wear a peace sign around your neck?
[ ] Do you just sit in the grass with your friends and play guitar?


~ Gangsta ~ 2/09
[x] Do you act ghetto? (fo sho LOL)
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world? (who)
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"? (YEAH! xD)
[] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?


~ Emo ~ 7/10
[x] Do you cry often? (to myself)
[x] Do you wear hoodies? (a lot!)
[x] Do you like hard music? (sometimes)
[x] Do people not understand you? (ya..)
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[ ] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark? (my hairs black naturally... lol ><
[ ] Have you ever cut yourself? (by accident)
[x] Are you LONELY?(sometimes)
[ ] Do you like ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne Heights?
[x] Do you think a lot? (ya my minds never shuts off)


~ Surfer ~ 4/08
[ ] Do you surf? (nope)
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[x] Do you wake up before 6 every morning? ((for damn school)
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts? (yeah)
[x] Are you tan? (Ya, i use to be tanner tho)
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists? (yes it very funny to watch them)


~ Geek ~ 7/10
[x] Do you wear glasses? yes....
[x] Do you get good grades? (i guess i can say yes...all A's but 85 in science and 88 in algebra 2)
[ ] Do you use an inhaler? (nooooo)
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often? (my computer=life)
[x] Do you ever get picked on? (sometimes not as much as before)
[x] Do you look forward to going to school? (sometimes)
[x] Are you shy around the opposite sex? (depends whos the guy)
[x] You play video games? (LOL I'M SUCH A NOOB)